[00:18.22]Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out[00:22.46]Peel my bones away[00:27.16]Crack my window, shed my shadow[00:31.70]Excavate my pain[00:35.99]If I could read the world my notebook[00:37.59]And these thoughts in it[00:38.72]Would they judge me[00:39.51]Or love me for what I've written?[00:40.97]Tryna get closer to spirit that enters the body[00:43.58]It's the vessel like I'm not in it[00:45.38]In fifty-something years, I won't be here[00:47.76]There'll be a kid[00:48.43]With some headphones covering his ears[00:50.13]Walking 'round a hallway, dreaming of ideas[00:52.46]Find himself in the sound[00:53.48]'Cause music is a mirror[00:54.67]What you looking for? What you headed towards?[00:56.82]What's your name worth when they mention yours?[00:59.25]When you leave here, are you stepping forward?[01:01.24]Can you remember your intention[01:02.55]When they question yours?[01:03.55]They're gonna question yours[01:04.77]They're gonna question yours[01:05.92]I've been at rock bottom and I'm headed North[01:08.20]If you don't love yourself[01:09.19]What's the respect for?[01:10.25]If you don't love life[01:11.48]The check won't correct yours[01:12.94]Excavate[01:13.75]Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out[01:17.35]Peel my bones away[01:22.20]Crack my window, shed my shadow[01:26.53]Excavate my pain[01:29.90]And I found peace[01:34.58]And I found peace[01:39.07]And I found peace[01:40.40]I had this vision of my death[01:41.70]Surrounded by people I love and respect[01:43.93]And the baby blue Cadillac hearse[01:46.27]Pulling me 'round the block that I rep[01:48.90]The greatest fear that[01:49.87]I've ever kept is dying with regrets[01:53.20]Like was I just alive for success[01:55.43]Or did I leave a better life for the rest?[01:59.31]My greatest achievement isn't the dollars[02:01.49]My greatest achievement isn't the followers[02:03.48]My greatest achievement isn't the accolades[02:05.99]My greatest achievement is my daughter[02:08.10]Waking up in the morning, being a father[02:10.95]Watching the light kiss her eyelids[02:12.89]Hearing her sing along to Chance[02:15.08]And being like, "yeah, that's my kid"[02:17.83]The light started to glow[02:19.23]And the saxophone funk called-train started to blow[02:21.48]Tender, laying in the snow, turn on my headphones[02:23.80]Couple miles to go before I run out of road[02:26.14]Excavate[02:26.93]Fill my lungs up, pour my heart out[02:30.50]Peel my bones away[02:34.87]Crack my window, shed my shadow[02:39.93]Excavate my pain[02:43.15]And I found peace[02:47.55]And I found peace[02:52.23]And I found peace[02:56.74]And I found peace[03:01.13]And I found[03:02.97]Hold me up into the light[03:04.81]And study every part of me[03:07.15]I'm an open book, no, I don't mind[03:09.34]But sometimes I'm hard to read[03:11.19]Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home[03:13.95]But this life is so hard to leave[03:16.14]But who am I when they cut the lights[03:18.56]And nobody's watching me?[03:21.10]Hold me up into the light[03:23.10]And study every part of me[03:25.31]I'm an open book, no, I don't mind[03:27.69]But sometimes I'm hard to read[03:29.55]Just flesh and bone, I'm headed home[03:32.24]But this life is so hard to leave[03:34.57]But who am I when they cut the lights[03:36.90]And nobody's watching me?[03:39.14]Gemini