[00:00.000] 作词 : 马江涛[00:01.000] 作曲 : 马江涛[00:02.000] 编曲 : 马江涛[00:24.996]褪色的梦在破碎的岁月里[00:26.918]被迫着丢在童年的宝库[00:28.894]被日落和日出毫无对策地偷[00:30.972]时光没脚步却留下不规则弹孔般黑色的洞[00:34.580]每当我独自去探索看到一双手推着我走[00:37.474]在背地里被记忆拦住[00:39.152]和过去的过去say peace[00:40.616]我站在了表盘里环顾四周却都是些铜墙铁壁[00:43.712]是用历史贴补的壁纸[00:45.250]I feel like missing something[00:46.924]当我突然意识到在时间里面nobody save me[00:49.150][00:50.807]记忆迷宫我找不到入口从出口里进反复地碰壁[00:53.843]脚下是倒着的印子正走着未来的倒叙[00:56.219]Black tree 每一片叶子都覆盖着dream[00:58.591]生日向许愿做了点交易[01:00.109]增长的骨骼是留下的票据[01:02.069]I try to get more but yesterday[01:03.605]give me a lot of attempts留出诡异的笑[01:05.505]为了把成长的后遗症治愈童年是偷藏进嘴里的药物[01:08.849]止痛剂麻醉针和消炎效果[01:10.481]终点是每一次分叉口焦灼[01:11.953]挑选的条路中条件和要素包括了每一次不经意绕过[01:15.281][01:15.666]刚学会严肃却要我show funny face[01:17.488]So many problem[01:18.364]我受过的罪厚得我抓不稳[01:19.878]守到了最后折磨离我而去[01:21.904]Seems that the blind sees the light[01:23.348]I free my flight sam into the sea[01:24.908]海底也会存在漂浮的霾和无法呼吸的fish[01:27.740]Who need peace[01:28.812]我只需要自由的笔继续写没太多顾虑的句子[01:31.756]却又像伞面上滞留的雨没什么用[01:34.140]为什么总在越黑的夜里越找不到moon light[01:36.488]唯一的光是在动脉闪烁的红[01:38.340]Like firefly 躲进了玫瑰里种爱[01:40.418][01:41.080]我想去蜂巢里吃一口代表着勇气的蜜[01:43.130]尽管会刺痛我像爱伺弄我[01:44.768]苦涩的嘴里需要点sweet[01:46.258]I feel so lonely没有人懂我[01:47.931]像尼采看不到窗外的sunny[01:49.470]像梵高画的树被当作神火[01:51.018]Like Mark Rothko Black painting[01:52.762]我站在下一站月台上等我等时间和空间的对应[01:56.014]我会摘掉他身上的绳索他也会提前去遮盖掉泪印[01:59.188]我要继续走不久后便能够汇聚[02:01.640]我对他说"对生活别畏惧"[02:03.468]He said to me"take me go"[02:05.634][02:06.405]take me take me take me go[02:09.161]take me take me take me go[02:15.283]take me to love I don't wanna leaving along[02:30.599][02:31.071]踢开了脚下的便士我期待月亮能无限次地[02:34.053]替代路灯照射赤裸的街道和被装在套子里的我[02:37.711]用如履薄冰的脚步靠sin cos来计算未来的角度[02:42.399]You send me X光还停留在脑补排斥镶满希望的记忆[02:46.239]嗓子里充的血向天边吐去夕阳里藏着我染红的信[02:49.421]中指在矗立也会常对自己竖起[02:51.401]在车水马龙的地方反刍的酒精和满目的腥红都被铜臭掩盖[02:54.927]我像圣人却得了眼红的病[02:56.639]在拿到了崭新的病例后订立进破旧的filefolder[02:59.713]不知道用什么定义病But that true[03:02.149]Nobody be like me be like I have always be like no other[03:04.667]Aftergrow with my soul together so I'm not lonely[03:07.621]除非有天孤独也离开后[03:08.777][03:09.158]I wondering who at dusk sent me Wechat turn out that myself[03:12.129]墙壁像留声机总传来熟悉的怪叫[03:15.340]充满情绪的文字被揉成一团当废品卖掉[03:18.323]换来的币买一把新铁锹made a grave[03:20.693]埋掉了信念和理想的总和也埋掉了镜片所抵挡的desire[03:23.701]我卖掉了房子和仅剩的岁月换更大的铁铲铲到手指都碎裂[03:26.919]我栽进了土里又撑起来眼看着谎言和真理在同一个坑里埋[03:30.047]隔壁是恨与爱相拥的乱象让我后悔将这里变成了乱葬岗[03:33.307]于是我转头又埋掉了后悔也埋掉了盼望的未来和来未来看望的我[03:37.259]埋掉了记忆里掩埋的角落也埋掉了痛觉在神经里扫过[03:40.214]我埋掉了时间埋掉了天地我埋太阳埋月亮把世界埋光了[03:43.661]剩下的一抔土不知道埋什么于是我闭上眼看向了我[03:47.033][03:47.443]take me take me take me go[03:53.291]take me take me take me go[03:56.255]take me to love I don't wanna leaving along[04:13.276][04:13.790]混音:SmokeMafia[04:14.134]录音:XAZI[04:14.526]母带:XAZI