[00:10.90]I can't seem to get out of bed in the morning[00:15.95]I can't get away from these thoughts when I'm awake[00:21.62]I can't stem the tide of the clowns up on my hill[00:25.82]I can't take a break from the panic and the blame[00:32.38]Drown me out mute the sound[00:34.43]I don't wanna go home[00:37.29]Cause all these thoughts in my head they won't leave me alone[00:42.60]I try to feel something real but it's always the same[00:47.56]I think I need a restraining order from my brain[00:54.66][01:02.82]This isn't what I thought it'd be like when I'm older[01:07.53]I always had a way of blocking out the noise[01:12.61]It takes a while to understand but then you discover[01:17.91]It doesn't go away and you never had a choice[01:23.85]Drown me out mute the sound[01:26.25]I don't wanna go home[01:29.46]Cause all these thoughts in my head they won't leave me alone[01:34.11]I try to feel something real but it's always the same[01:39.57]I think I need a restraining order from my brain[01:48.73]Order from my brain