[00:00.00] 作词 : Silveryboi/eiteen[00:01.00] 作曲 : Silveryboi/eiteen[00:02.00] 编曲 : Bezimeni Music[00:03.00] 混音&母带 : 成明/Silveryboi[00:04.00] 视觉设计 : 杨云帆[00:05.00] 出品 : 网易云上x讯飞音乐[00:16.92]- Sil veryboi-[00:17.10] tell my mom i feel allright[00:19.35] i am not kid so i will not cry[00:21.24]尽管他们都在笑我没交代[00:23.67]逝去的时间不会倒带[00:25.59]每个夜晚我会用布洛芬止住我头疼[00:28.56]逃不掉那梦魇尽管抽身[00:30.45]药片在我胃头翻滚[00:31.71]物质会把精神战胜[00:32.79]我的泪在眼角残存[00:33.93]怪我懦弱翻不过的这座山[00:35.58]我向深渊妥协[00:36.87] but i cant die[00:38.16]不明白我为何存在[00:39.96]我喊的声嘶力竭[00:41.31]原地等待[00:42.51]很无奈呐喊也被覆盖[00:44.46] always be alone[00:45.93]无人在意的[00:46.95] just like a stone[00:48.06]会被代替的[00:49.35]挣扎在每个夜不能寐[00:51.99]我跌入崩溃[00:52.32]- eiteen-[00:52.41]是现实还是梦境[00:54.87]想挣脱都不容易[00:57.12]我需要一点勇气[00:59.34]在尘埃中盛开[01:01.26]我寻找光的踪影[01:03.57]它透过手指缝隙[01:05.88]不管我怎么用力[01:08.34] it always not be mine[01:10.23] Never learned to read my mind[01:12.09] but things Ican't hide[01:19.38]也没什么好谈[01:21.48]反正我会等待[01:26.76] im waitin for you[01:27.33] cross the ocean of my mind[01:28.17]- Sil veryboi-[01:29.37]我在噩梦中醒来[01:30.69]让时间都停摆[01:31.95]恶魔在 sing that song[01:33.63]我没办法再次一笔带过[01:35.73]祈求上天帮我一定摆脱[01:38.01]命运掐住我的脉搏好像在说[01:40.20]让我沉沦不想让我再次快活[01:42.54]让我坠入陷阱让我一错再错[01:44.82]你的罪恶再也没人帮你开脱[01:46.83]- eiteen-[01:46.95]不想再 take the pills在难熬的晚上[01:49.68]我跌倒了谷底也能爬到山上[01:52.11]有太多的注视在等着我倒下[01:54.24]我迈小的步子都一样能到达[01:56.73]擦干我眼角的泪[01:58.11]嘘我的声音在推着我背[02:00.39]日夜兼程的我奋力在追[02:03.99]- eiteen& Sil veryboi-[02:04.20]是现实还是梦境[02:06.63]想挣脱都不容易[02:08.82]我需要一点勇气[02:11.16]在尘埃中盛开[02:13.05]我寻找光的踪影[02:15.63]它透过手指缝隙[02:17.64]不管我怎么用力[02:19.74] it always not be mine[02:22.08] Never learned to read my mind[02:26.55] but things Ican't hide[02:31.32]也没什么好谈[02:33.27]反正我会等待[02:38.49] im waitin for you[02:39.09] cross the ocean of my mind