[00:00.000] 作词 : Kiryll Medvedev/Jon Valudes/Matt Ryan/Tony Lerma/Ezekiel Pierson[00:01.000] 作曲 : Kiryll Medvedev/Jon Valudes/Matt Ryan/Tony Lerma/Ezekiel Pierson[00:09.479]Here's a message to all[00:11.295]I'm sorry, I know that I've made a few mistakes[00:15.789]But this is who I am[00:18.255]Don't expect me to change[00:29.079]Just get the fxxk away[00:31.555][00:40.979]The bottle's resting tight against my lips[00:44.254]I hate to feel this way[00:46.222]I tried to bury this inside[00:48.741]So get the fxxk up off my case[00:51.202]So sick and tired of all the humans trying to force on me[00:55.471]Cuz every time they hold me back[00:58.111]It's just one more so fxxking grave[01:01.190][01:01.960]I tell myself have just one more (Have just one more)[01:07.245]But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure[01:11.271]Losing control is the thing that I made[01:16.424]Living each day with the sickening[01:21.325]I can't escape I can't escape[01:25.631]It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me[01:32.052][01:38.835]I'm at the bottom and there's nothing saving me[01:46.798]I took so long to be fxxked up inside my own head[01:53.800]Oh, the last thing that I need is your sympathy[02:03.708]I'm not dead yet[02:06.564]So here's the problem[02:08.196]I've been drowning myself in this alcohol[02:11.333]And sure it's killing me, but I still don't feel anything[02:16.766]This room is spinning most days I pray for an unlit grave[02:21.780]They keep on telling me and now I chose to walk this way[02:29.363]The bottle's calling out my name[02:34.402]But I can't make it go away[02:37.156][02:37.630]I tell myself have just one more (Have just one more)[02:42.867]But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure[02:47.086]Losing control is the thing that I made[02:52.160]Living each day with the sickening[02:57.152]I can't escape I can't escape[03:01.280]It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me[03:07.206][03:25.499]The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?[03:35.586]The faces are passing, I'm breaking through the seams[03:45.879]The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?[03:55.934]The faces are passing, I'm breaking through the seams[04:05.098][04:07.707]Losing control is the thing that I made[04:12.963]Living each day with the sickening[04:18.025]I can't escape I can't escape[04:22.106]It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me[04:28.019]