[00:00.000] 作词 : Michelangelo Apanay[00:00.000] 作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay[00:00.000][00:00.882]Not feeling too good, not feeling too bad[00:03.626]I'm somewhere in between[00:06.161]Can't tell if I'm happy or if I'm sad[00:08.923]I just feel like being[00:11.571]When everyone says that their life's going great[00:14.258]Don't know how to say that I just can't feel it[00:16.981]Cause I can't describe the emotions I actually have[00:20.907][00:22.070]A couple parts bitter, another part sweet[00:24.967]But they don't cancel out[00:27.431]Somedays I'm so eager to get off my feet[00:30.187]Somedays I laze around[00:32.860]I'm so inconsistent, don't know what it means[00:35.599]The internet says there's a problem with me[00:38.078]Am I trying too much?[00:40.116]Or am I not trying enough?[00:42.370][00:42.430]I'm so caught up in my head[00:47.604]Tell me how am I to make some sense[00:53.594]When I see no difference[00:58.331]Do I love or do I hate myself to death?[01:06.728][01:10.307]Everyone seems to be happier and it's just making me nervous[01:15.570]I thought I was fine[01:16.857]But maybe I'm blind[01:18.236]To all of my hurting[01:20.776]'Cause no one understands when I tell them what I'm feeling[01:26.246]Sometimes I get sad for no particular reason[01:31.229]Maybe I should take some time to start reflecting on myself[01:36.517]But it's hard to find the time to when I'm always overwhelmed[01:42.000]I could eat well, I could work out[01:44.476]I could keep friends that I care about[01:47.263]But I can't keep it all in balance[01:49.821]I've got too many distractions[01:54.128][01:54.199]I'm so caught up in my head[01:59.521]Tell me how am I to make some sense[02:05.484]When I see no difference[02:10.253]Do I love or do I hate myself to death[02:18.356][02:18.968]My indecisiveness[02:24.855]Can't decide what's best[02:29.004]Between changing who I am[02:34.144]Or complacent[02:38.822][02:40.950]I'm so caught up in my head[02:46.379]Tell me how am I to make some sense[02:52.401]When I see no difference[02:56.999]Do I love or do I hate myself to death[03:10.314]