[00:00.00] 作词 : Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey[00:01.00] 作曲 : Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey[00:08.90]I don't know when I got scared[00:12.69]Scared of my imagination[00:16.67]Used to see beautiful things[00:20.56]Now I got this sick fixation[00:23.26]I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had[00:27.46]Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have[00:31.18]Believing every negative feeling is a fact[00:35.10]I don't wanna get used to that[00:39.27]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down[00:44.53]I'm so good at being critical[00:48.31]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt[00:52.45]When you're good at being cynical[01:03.88]I'm jealous of when I was young[01:07.52]And everything was right there waiting[01:11.49]Wanted the sky aimed so high[01:15.06]Instead of lowering my expectations[01:18.47]I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground[01:22.28]And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud[01:26.24]I think I'm realizing no one figures it out[01:30.17]And I gotta get used to that[01:34.51]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down[01:39.51]I'm so good at being critical[01:43.34]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt[01:47.35]When you're good at being cynical[01:58.25]If I hope and it doesn't work then[02:02.28]I know it's gonna hurt so I'll[02:06.46]Make a joke act like nothing wrong[02:09.55]And put another layer of armor on[02:15.71]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down[02:23.60]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down[02:28.74]I'm so good at being critical[02:31.68]So good[02:32.41]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt[02:36.59]When you're good at being cynical[02:38.78]When you're good at being cynical[02:42.36]I'm so good at being cynical[02:44.54]I'm so good at being cynical[02:52.23]I'm so good at being cynical