[00:00.00] 作词 : Morae Ruffin[00:01.00] 作曲 : Morae Ruffin[00:18.34]It was hard growing up like I did[00:22.30]seeing everybody had this I ain't never have shit[00:26.75]Life **** Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts[00:31.51]Living a broken life, like a nigga acting in spike script[00:35.91]Hold on with the vice grip[00:37.80]This just how mother****ing life is[00:38.81]Nigga, this is my life[00:39.91]Sad that I would do it for a price[00:41.54]B&E's each and every single night, just to get the pockets right[00:44.68]Split it up even amongst the guys[00:46.47]Hard as **** cause it made the money tight[00:48.36]Couldn't even catch a break from the state, caught a case[00:50.45]I was only thirteen, had a mask on the face[00:53.13]I was 5'5,had a nine on the waist[00:55.59]I was smart as a bitch and let my mind go to waste[00:57.97]I was always on my own[00:59.44]Making sure my moves were never known[01:01.24]Young as **** but I was moving grown[01:03.16]Heart made of stone[01:04.86]Always thought that I would be alone[01:06.19]Even with the love that I was shown[01:08.15]Nobody ever gave a real **** about me,so why would I give a **** about yee[01:12.65]I was skinny, I was hungry,I ain't have food to eat[01:15.05]Making trouble on the double dutch that's how I released[01:17.65]It was hard growing up like I did[01:20.57]seeing everybody had this I ain't never have shit[01:25.41]Life **** Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts[01:30.20]Living a broken life, like a nigga acting in spike script[01:34.72]Hold on with the vice grip[01:36.54]This just how mother****ing life is[01:38.45]I can't complain if I tried, a nigga only glad that he alive[01:41.90]Dealing with the pain,gotta keep it bottled up inside[01:44.97]I'm black man, that's how we survive[01:46.80]Can't remember stable places,we was in not of basement[01:49.22]Laying on some carpet cause its better than the pavement[01:51.63]Living in a motel, mama couldn't make it[01:54.06]Daddy had another bitch,guess he couldn't face ot[01:56.60]Anything we ever gained he would try to come and take it[01:58.96]If she ever spoke about it he would lose his ****ing patience[02:01.19]Several different ways to beat her,can't believe he's so creative[02:03.68]Sad to say it to this day I still really ****ing hate him[02:05.88]It was hard growing up like I did[02:09.09]seeing everybody had this I ain't never have shit[02:13.91]Life **** Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts[02:19.10]Living a broken life, like a nigga acting in spike script[02:23.20]Hold on with the vice grip[02:25.02]This just how mother****ing life is