[00:00.000] 作词 : Michelangelo Apanay[00:00.431] 作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay[00:00.862]Am I just hard to love?[00:04.041]Cause no one seems to love me these days[00:09.123]Am I not trying hard enough?[00:12.983]Or is there something in the words that I say?[00:18.811]I'm trying not to show[00:21.274]That I don't really know[00:24.008]What it would be like to have someone to hold[00:28.279]But maybe it's too obvious[00:30.988]Or maybe I'm just meant to be alone[00:37.227]I'm finding it hard to love[00:40.763]I don't wanna be heartbroken again[00:46.048]When I try to open up[00:49.235]It feels like I say too much and I'm in over my head[00:55.541]It shouldn't be so hard unfolding my arms[01:00.765]And letting someone fill up the space in my heart[01:05.149]But maybe I'm not ready yet[01:07.617]Or maybe love is meant to be this hard[01:14.156]But I imagine[01:17.942]With the right person it's magic[01:22.198]But with the last person I had my suspicions[01:27.228]That she grant my wishes[01:29.433]And show me that this is a valid description of love[01:35.046]Now I feel so blind[01:37.637]Don't know how to search for the bright one this time[01:42.185]Cause I'm so afraid[01:44.199]Of making the same damn mistakes[01:47.534]There's too many I've made in my life[01:53.296]Guess I just don't know how to love[01:56.822]Maybe that's the only problem anyways[02:02.428]And I should learn how to trust[02:06.331]that I will find someone[02:08.008]And I just need a little bit of faith[02:10.826]That somebody's gonna make the way around[02:14.279]From way up in the clouds[02:16.996]And tell me I'm not crazy for the things I'm dreaming about[02:21.148]And show me that I'm good enough[02:24.511]And that I'm not so hard to love