[00:00.00]Oh oh oh ooh[00:04.28]I get so lost, sometimes[00:10.24]Those, eyes[00:13.75]And this emptiness fills my heart[00:20.22]The time, it passes, I put my pain in these prophecies[00:22.57]Proper hypotheses, promise prompting me to the precipice[00:24.97]Plead for peace in my messages, press my pen on the page[00:27.36]They amazed, engaged, and the sages I save and slate[00:29.45]It's salacious, I sanctify with the sound like this[00:31.64]Holy water I found I just, pray Jehova can hear me[00:33.73]I panic over discretions, it sets a stress that's affecting this lecture[00:36.53]Sure to alleviate, abbreviate my grievances, grief I feel's Intermediate, leave that **** at the alter[00:41.73]My father's fault that I'm farther from finding a peace of mind[00:43.82]I depict my flaws as peculiar[00:44.83]Aggression kept in my conscience, depression constantly calling[00:48.20]I'm falling and fading fast from the memories of my past[00:50.46]Lawd[00:52.03]Oh oh oh ooh[00:55.24]I get so lost, sometimes[01:01.11]Those, eyes[01:04.55]And this emptiness fills my heart[01:11.20]I remember my adolescence, when we were left with a tyrant[01:13.49]That took the time to degrade and berate us, feeling deflated[01:15.92]I favor my isolation, was super safe in seclusion[01:18.82]Assume I'm soon to succumb, I've become accustomed to misery This pain is second nature, without it I don't feel comfortable[01:23.91]Very socially awkward, with the field that I was set to fill[01:26.40]With the pen I ascend to tell you[01:27.67]What's in my position, purpose, condemned[01:29.45]I'm using my mind as a tool, but if that's been used and abused[01:31.48]I'm feeling confused, as I view my life as a detriment[01:33.80]Dire to feel affection, I have to ask for approval[01:36.44]I have to be heavily sedated, elated by agony, mutilating a track[01:39.99]I need medication for apathy[01:42.92]Oh oh oh ooh[01:46.26]I get so lost, sometimes[01:52.29]Those, eyes[01:55.63]And this emptiness fills my heart[02:01.82]Step on the mic and I said that I'm running a circle around[02:04.49]The flow is astounding, a positive valence[02:05.96]Guess that I really been running for hours[02:07.19]Giving the people a lyrical ballad[02:08.30]That wasn't easily when I devoured[02:09.56]Never a coward, ****** are moving a {?}[02:11.40]Keeping it higher, deal with the lows, I see them a lot[02:13.89]With nowhere to go, emotions I've shown[02:15.06]Considering calling it off because of the pain that I feel on the regular[02:17.49]Very consistent, my attitude bitter[02:18.61]My temperament testing, the word is the way I will lead[02:19.71]And I follow, apologies, I cannot give them[02:21.34]You listening often, I'm straight, to see the potential I said that I can[02:23.72]I feel insecure I don't know who I am[02:24.92]Lawd, ****, knowledge, God bless[02:33.19]Oh oh oh ooh[02:36.58]I get so lost, sometimes[02:42.90]Those, eyes[02:48.08]And this emptiness fills my heart