[00:00.00] 作词 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen[00:01.00] 作曲 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen[00:19.42]Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback[00:21.52]You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact[00:24.17]Q was in for me, never needed to ask that[00:26.46]PTSD, now I'm having a flashback[00:28.97]Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap[00:31.43]Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat[00:33.94]You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now[00:36.67]Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now[00:39.11]Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive[00:41.94]You said you need to call me, be sure I tried[00:44.52]I wish I didn't have a song to write[00:46.86]I know you probably follow me with your light[00:49.53]My mama told me faith is all that I need[00:51.55]And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe[00:54.47]I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to[00:56.43]Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it[00:59.47]PTSD+Revenge Of The Dreamers III+So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve[01:01.55]Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen[01:04.18]A lot of dead niggas livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal[01:07.16]Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream[01:09.56]The power of a higher entity entered me[01:11.71]Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy[01:14.55]PTSD+Revenge Of The Dreamers III+**** the world, but I need you to remember me[01:16.65]I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently[01:19.44]If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same[01:22.47]A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains[01:24.32]Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain[01:27.11]My life and the fame, done lost the game[01:29.15]The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins[01:30.98]My soul done rained so much on my heart[01:32.84]Really I don't know where to start[01:34.66]The irony of finding self in the dark[01:36.29]PTSD+Revenge Of The Dreamers III+My nigga, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark[01:39.45]A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light[01:42.96]PTSD+Revenge Of The Dreamers III+The realest b***h left in my own right[01:44.92]Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah[01:49.37]I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs[01:52.44]Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true[01:54.68]Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase[01:57.15]Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?[01:59.88]Off the beaten path like Blueface[02:01.77]On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday[02:04.09]Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day[02:06.68]Way past midnight suddenly my mood change[02:09.14]That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors[02:12.15]My sister was homeless, convinced her to often[02:14.50]Been years since we talked, number changed[02:17.05]Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways[02:19.35]PTSD+Revenge Of The Dreamers III+I can't believe when I seen you, I knew shit was true[02:21.92]Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you[02:24.49]Skated off fast 'fore I could address it[02:26.75]Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven[02:29.17]We 'ight, we 'ight[02:33.76]You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light[02:37.95]We 'ight, we 'ight[02:42.80]You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy[02:49.68]Yeah, hahahaha[02:53.57]We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah[02:56.44]I'm here with all my friends[02:59.08]This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?[03:04.41]And the hoes[03:07.29]Hahahaha, yeah[03:08.75]Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?[03:13.99]And the hoes[03:16.81]Can't forget about the hoes, yeah[03:18.97]For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?[03:24.78]And the hoes[03:27.63]PTSD+Revenge Of The Dreamers III+(Ayy, that shit sound tight)[03:28.41]This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?[03:34.63]And the hoes[03:37.31]Hahahaha, yeah[03:38.90]Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?[03:44.05]And the hoes[03:46.54]Can't forget about the hoes, yeah[03:48.64]For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?[03:54.53]And the hoes