[00:09.87]I don't know what I was thinking[00:11.89]Leaving my child behind[00:14.28]Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind[00:19.40]With all this anger, guilt and sadness[00:22.09]Coming to haunt me forever[00:24.29]I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river[00:30.00]Is this revenge I am seeking[00:31.72]Or seeking someone to avenge me[00:34.12]Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free[00:39.35]Maybe I should chase and find[00:41.52]Before they'll try to stop it[00:44.20]It won't be long before I'll become a puppet[00:49.19]It's been so long[00:51.61]Since I last have seen my son[00:53.55]Lost to this monster[00:55.39]To the man behind the slaughter[00:59.20]Since you've been gone[01:01.64]I've been singing this stupid song[01:03.49]So I could ponder[01:05.31]The sanity of your mother[01:29.60]I wish I lived in the present[01:31.60]With the gift of my past mistakes[01:33.85]But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes[01:39.13]Your sweet little eyes, your little smile[01:42.30]Is all I remember[01:43.93]Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper[01:49.50]Justification is killing me[01:51.39]But killing isn't justified[01:53.97]What happened to my son, I'm terrified[01:59.07]It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps getting bigger[02:03.87]I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there[02:10.26]It's been so long[02:12.46]Since I last have seen my son[02:14.60]Lost to this monster[02:16.31]To the man behind the slaughter[02:20.20]Since you've been gone[02:22.59]I've been singing this stupid song[02:24.55]So I could ponder[02:26.21]The sanity of your mother[02:59.48]It's been so long[03:01.90]Since I last have seen my son[03:03.95]Lost to this monster[03:05.86]To the man behind the slaughter[03:09.67]Since you've been gone[03:11.97]I've been singing this stupid song[03:14.10]So I could ponder[03:15.75]The sanity of your mother