[00:15.500]Light struck from the lemon tree[00:21.000]What if I’d never seen hysterical light from Eugene?[00:30.500]Lemon yogurt, remember I pulled at your shirt[00:37.500]I dropped the ashtray on the floor[00:42.000]I just wanted to be near you[00:46.000]Emerald Park, wonders never cease[00:52.000]The man who taught me to swim, he couldn't quite say my first name[01:01.000]Like a Father he led community water on my head[01:07.500]And he called me “Subaru”[01:12.000]And now I want to be near you[01:16.000]Since I was old enough to speak I've said it with alarm[01:28.000]Some part of me was lost in your sleeve Where you hid your cigarettes[01:38.500]No I’ll never forget[01:41.500]I just want to be near you[01:46.000]Still I pray to what I cannot see[01:52.000]In the sprinkler I mark the evidence known from the start[02:01.000]From the bed near your death, and all the machines that made a mess[02:08.000]Far away the falcon flew[02:12.000]Now I want to be near you[02:17.000]What’s left is only bittersweet[02:22.000]For the rest of my life, admitting the best is behind me[02:32.000]Now I’m drunk and afraid, wishing the world would go away[02:38.000]What’s the point of singing songs[02:42.000]If they’ll never even hear you?