[00:00.000] 作词 : 无[00:01.000] 作曲 : 无[00:15.888]Prod.by Trill skeleton[00:26.734]Lyric by PsychoG[00:34.503][verse 1][00:36.171]15,i got a new friend,[00:38.391]should‘ve called him bp,精神嘅旧病,[00:40.333]佢潜藏眼中失落嘅目光,[00:42.834]透射我眼中世界已无光,[00:45.054]迫使我攞起刀,分隔,[00:46.999]火药同烟草,从不混杂,[00:48.390]should’ve been vintage,[00:49.225]he put me in cage,[00:51.446]人群中似个怪物,they see me in face,[00:53.670]瘫倒系床上,无谓挣扎,[00:55.891]施压,只会变得更糟糕,[00:58.113]大脑被撕扯人格再分化,[01:00.053]焚化,肢体散落系高空,[01:02.549]麻木而毫无声色,灰色嘅牢笼,[01:05.048]鼻腔中布满厚重,金属嘅味道,[01:06.989]只敢系房间,砸碎一切哀号,[01:09.488]不只一次想到死后谁哀悼,[01:11.428]黑夜同白日唔再分得清,[01:13.648]作呕嘅反应压迫住神经,[01:15.873]冷漠定冷静,我周遭太冷清,[01:18.093]我恐惧再去直视快乐嘅眼睛,[01:19.207]cold,like alcohol,[01:21.428]但系佢陪伴我,一直,不断,[01:23.093]flow,outta the bottle,[01:26.704]依靠佢麻醉我,fill in my body,[01:28.371]空嘅,聊天列表,[01:31.145]i know they dont trust me anymore,[01:32.811]猜忌,冇人至少,[01:35.036]点寻求关心都冇结果,[01:36.146]feel like pills,swallow,[01:37.259]继续烧,the sorrow,[01:38.369]冇目标,tomorrow,[01:40.311]better kill myself,better go to hell,[01:41.421]better shut my mouth,[01:46.404]better than no one else,worst,no[02:01.667][verse 2][02:03.053]im mad,but nobody cares,[02:06.386]佢地都觉得我为博取同情而无病呻吟,[02:09.715]甚至我亲人,觉得我活得无别于常人,[02:11.939]冇人知我左手伤疤后嘅痛楚,[02:14.158]吸食尼古丁谱写死神嘅颂歌,[02:16.101]醉酒呕吐物般肮脏,[02:18.325]父母给予我生命显得太荒唐,[02:20.546]im,fcking born and die alone,[02:21.084]i know that,[02:22.753]佢拉上我地狱陪葬,[02:24.431]there,never be a savior,[02:25.266]i hate yall,[02:26.932]再多未来梦想自欺欺人,[02:29.155]再尝美食亦无味,[02:31.375]生命早一败涂地,[02:33.595]我只想要去逃避,