[00:00.600][00:41.850][01:41.640]Aha, I know what you're thinking[01:44.649]And you're wrong[01:45.690]I'm not gonna sing you a song[01:47.509]This time,[01:48.718]I'm gonna open myself[01:50.867]And let you see what's inside of me[01:53.399]I'm in my war[01:55.658]It's a battlefield of choice[01:57.699]A war that nobody sees,[01:59.488]only me[02:00.677]Nobody wins in this war[02:02.585]We can only choose[02:04.366]Only lose[02:05.975]It's a choice between the body and the heart[02:09.915]You win your body and lose your heart[02:12.866]Or you win your heart and lose your body[02:15.885]People ask me all these questions[02:18.846]My anger, my hatred[02:20.557]Where do they come from[02:22.044]They come from me[02:23.747]They come from my heart[02:25.385]I guess I'm weird[02:27.205]Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires[02:30.685]I try not to believe in these[02:32.859]But they keep following me,[02:34.426]where ever I go[02:35.756]So here I am[02:37.247]Now you've seen my hurts[02:38.859]There is a silver knife plunged in my back[02:41.407]See, there is a silver knife in my back[02:43.916][03:08.605]Underneath underneath[03:14.645]What you see[03:17.724]underneath[03:20.967]Underneath underneath[03:27.217]Can't you see[03:30.455]It's hard to breath[03:32.885][03:34.786]Sometimes I draw[03:37.235]But the portrait has no culture[03:39.265]Nothing moves[03:40.836]Only ghosts in the flame[03:42.646]Wish the rain would wake me up[03:45.256]Then I'd go with her[03:46.717]Stroll with her[03:48.027]I see nothing outside[03:50.057]It's a place that nobody comes[03:52.157]So, all this liberty I enjoy[03:54.597]And that I suffer from[03:56.015]It's like[03:57.277]you've dared to say you know me[03:58.455]It's like you are all dead to me[04:01.026]All these twenty-eight years[04:03.324]I've spent them looking for myself[04:05.665]People think I'm crazy[04:07.784]I've always been doing things that normal people don't do[04:11.084]Why I don't know[04:13.724]I don't understand myself[04:16.024]I think deep in my mind[04:18.088]I hate myself[04:19.505]But never mind[04:22.166]I guess I'll just learn to forget[04:24.017]Underneath underneath[04:30.369]What you see[04:33.458]underneath[04:36.689]Underneath underneath[04:43.017]Can't you see[04:46.466]It's hard to breath[04:49.156][05:15.504]Je ne dors plus, je suis divisee en deux.[05:18.476]Une en paix, et l'autre, au combat.[05:21.613]Je ne mange plus, car la nourriture n'a plus de gout[05:24.867]Rien n'a plus rien de sens.[05:27.875]Je vis dans le noir[05:29.247]La lumiere est lointaine[05:30.956]Elle est inaccessible, intouchable[05:33.778]Je suis ce que je resens[05:35.101]Je suis ce que je vois[05:36.416]Je suis ce que je crois[05:37.879]Je suis ce que je resens[05:39.303]Je suis ce que je crois[05:40.646]Je suis ce que je vois[05:43.146]