[00:00.000] 作词 : TOPICK朱二[00:00.000] 作曲 : TOPICK朱二[00:00.000] 编曲 : Blacklion[00:00.000]混音:Cikke@MoonScape[00:49.990]抬头 不该我看到的我还是看到了那儿[00:52.877]腐烂的酒和肉散着味儿[00:54.433]大门镶嵌着烫金的字儿[00:56.458]当我低头 我还是一步步走到了这儿[00:58.864]还是没咽得下肮脏的气儿[01:00.210]还是没磨平心里头倒戗的刺儿[01:02.657]你说[01:03.412]怕红了眼睛那就护着烟[01:04.776]不怕路走慢了但怕路走偏[01:06.297]保持纯粹 I represent my crew my gang[01:07.931]从 16岁敲下我第一个note[01:09.412]歌词本抄下我第一个quote[01:11.076]s/o to P to Joenny to Cap[01:12.596]在Hip hop里交下我第一个bro[01:14.793]Big thanks to my day1 brothers[01:16.297]在八角笼里撬动枷锁[01:17.769]混沌又挣扎的大脑在把我向反方向拉扯[01:19.912]真的疑惑[01:20.608]I‘m just a random guy[01:22.116]struggle in a random world[01:23.637]可为何这个社会紧张得疯狂像是battle field[01:26.911]太沉 腿太慢[01:28.044]还是这周遭都变得太快[01:29.460]看到了太多人保持着沉默被套了锁挣不开therefore I rap[01:32.541]拥挤的死路却更多人迈[01:33.901]我答应过妈妈我不会去再[01:35.594]把希望都押注在看起来虚妄的幻想里[01:37.779]but mama I lied[01:39.570]等待流星坠落[01:42.955]在天边燃起的焰火[01:46.044]每一次回头看向身后[01:49.399]是怀疑的面孔[01:52.134]在看不到希望的路口[01:55.340]继续耐心地坚守[01:58.476]I know[01:59.790]I hope[02:02.043]会有光指引着我[02:03.192]I pray to the lord 祈祷我能make it[02:05.411]挺直脊椎说我finally made it[02:06.900]音轨上如履薄冰那种危险[02:08.380]只向前不向后脚步变轻盈[02:09.938]高耸的楼 像佛像般威严[02:11.431]地基是迷路的灵魂在堆叠[02:13.077]有人想打破上位者的卫冕[02:14.472]但越向上自己也换了套嘴脸[02:16.113]I look at the mirror[02:17.445]是过去停留在我背面[02:18.353]是所有的脚印一环环地推演[02:19.788]却推不出明天[02:20.733]逼仄的街道上激不起回音[02:22.180]四周是灰尘[02:23.120]墙上的涂鸦在fading[02:24.058]凌晨的背影[02:24.972]都市里游走的过客们离乡又背井[02:26.783]困守着本不该存在的规矩[02:28.446]多少人lost it[02:29.399]迷茫中沉睡 第二天像昨天一样地睡醒[02:31.360]有人折服于霓虹灯的魅力[02:32.794]像歌剧魅影[02:33.695]在这场狂欢里一切go crazy[02:35.402]Do it for cash[02:36.127]Do it for fame[02:36.891]和他们站在不同的队里[02:38.433]they wanna go hard[02:39.378]but I need breathing[02:40.955]the city like prison[02:42.077]我不想像他们一样步伐规整[02:43.698]被捆住脚 也用力地跳[02:45.192]不为了赞美声或者是追捧[02:46.796]Mama I lied[02:47.650]我还是没放弃在大脑和灵魂之间做着trading[02:49.819]Mama I lied[02:50.702]Mama I lied[02:52.118]but I got my reason[02:53.378]等待流星坠落[02:56.739]在天边燃起的焰火[02:59.875]每一次回头看向身后[03:03.337]是怀疑的面孔[03:05.947]在看不到希望的路口[03:09.230]继续耐心地坚守[03:12.270]I know[03:13.695]I hope[03:16.038]会有光指引着我