[00:00.000] 作词 : 程墨INK/李晨曦Chrisulous[00:01.000] 作曲 : 程墨INK/李晨曦Chrisulous[00:02.000]李晨曦:[00:02.027]The gap between ideal and reality[00:05.516]别说穿了道理却也放弃了自己[00:09.306]再骗自己有一颗精挑细选的心[00:13.147]I'll tell u what's my option is[00:15.186]I will still be me[00:16.104]YZH:[00:16.730]窗外的月亮照出我的影子 在没有一盏灯的室[00:20.444]我知道我得的是什么“病” 但我却不敢真的治[00:24.245]看了看墙上的挂历 转眼又到了该感恩的日子[00:28.451]可生活从不肯给予我柔软[00:30.395]它只留给我满身的刺[00:31.669]曾经我发誓说要变得年少有为[00:33.876]年少有为?钱到手没?[00:35.896]如今我没法沿原道走回去[00:37.691]我的理想也都被全票否决[00:39.727]天天喝醉 天天喝醉[00:41.627]喝多了站马路边边抹泪[00:43.498]感官世界也仿佛被颠倒[00:45.456]酒把我喝干后 烟点我肺[00:47.217]让泪洒落于满地碎瓦和泥[00:49.306]黑马跺蹄不会被哪个骑[00:51.253]我发誓要给“刺猬”剐了皮[00:53.040]对她说我肯定会打破局[00:55.086]所以我要数钞票一捆一捆分[00:56.829]我要从此不再忍气吞声[00:58.910]怎么去冷静?该怎么去冷静?[01:00.667]欲望像气球在等一根针[01:02.578]我要往后所拥有的一切 一切都和我过去相对[01:06.450]我要打包走所有的权利 把冰冷的货币装柜[01:10.421]会不会当我走出底层 终于能享受到落地窗夜[01:14.134]才发现如今照我和当年照影子的原来是各一方月[01:18.393]The gap between ideal and reality[01:22.149]别说穿了道理却也放弃了自己[01:25.990]再骗自己有一颗精挑细选的心[01:29.765]I'll tell u what's my option is[01:31.844]I will still be me[01:33.804]The gap between ideal and reality[01:37.655]别弄丢了理想最后找不到自己[01:41.351]在现实里必须承认大家都有病[01:45.237]I'll tell u what's my option is[01:47.141]I will still be me[01:48.230]INK:[01:48.556]都说我有病[01:50.114]身为生活的笑柄[01:51.469]快把我从理想中叫醒[01:53.302]他们说我病的不轻[01:54.777]还自以为有公平[01:56.480]我不知道[01:57.367]为何柜里的货币没换来颗真诚的心[02:00.044]我的情感拥有“双向障碍”[02:01.998]生活也只能“单向通行”[02:03.888]当欲望的气球被 戳破后 变成 现实的原料[02:06.720]没人可以看到骗子的全貌[02:08.096]理想骗我可以得到[02:09.629]可达摩克利斯之剑指着年少[02:11.739]我知道请的“病假”都是“假病”[02:13.526]所以逐渐放弃掉了“真治”[02:15.742]当我撕掉挂历最后一页 才想起昨天的生日[02:19.450]拔掉我身上的刺 写下苟且偷生[02:21.702]写下痛也写我的疤[02:23.362]美好的一切早与我有生殖隔离[02:25.589]只开出没“结果”的花[02:27.004]发邪火了吧 把抽烟喝酒当成熟[02:29.476]流下泪挟裹着沙[02:31.071]不愿意等我的理想消失在月下[02:33.215]和不愿意等我的她[02:42.821]其实我本可以忍受黑暗[02:44.686]如果我未曾见光的期许[02:46.447]举杯不见明月对影孤身一人[02:48.288]年少的影子早烂在地里[02:50.668]The gap between ideal and reality[02:54.606]别说穿了道理却也放弃了自己[02:58.317]再骗自己有一颗精挑细选的心[03:02.053]I'll tell u what's my option is[03:04.079]I will still be me[03:05.932]The gap between ideal and reality[03:09.714]别弄丢了理想最后找不到自己[03:13.479]在现实里必须承认大家都有病[03:17.303]I'll tell u what's my option is[03:19.459]I will still be me