[00:43.56][LIL CURSE][00:49.63]What is now left what I now call my heart[00:52.11]***** done took it and teared it apart[00:53.68]Now I'm taking these b*****s that replaces that part[00:56.33]Can't go looking to ford can't remember off bars[00:58.52]As I look at the stars that now guide me to death[01:00.80]Can't find what is left[01:01.86]I need a whole script now come give me them meds[01:03.41]Release all this stress that is inside of my head[01:05.45]Can't undo what is said[01:07.22]All of the things that I've done[01:09.44]Can't get me out of the problems I'm on[01:12.04]***** they worry the b***h[01:13.43]They want me to give for the love[01:14.83]Stain boy gotta white shirt with a clip full of lead[01:17.99]I'll unleash one clip now my shirt all red[01:20.07]Been left 4 dead these pills a mess I'll see the end[01:37.13][YUNG $URGE][01:40.83]The **** am I doing right now[01:42.85]Stuck in my room trynna hold all my tears cuz my life is in fear[01:46.08]And my future's unclear drinking all of this beer with my dude Lucifear[01:49.32]Pressing the blade on my skin[01:51.36]Cuts that are leaving a grin[01:53.26]My eyes that are seeing back then[01:55.21]A happiness that I'm wishing[01:57.36]Yung $urge creeping out of his cave[01:58.89]Yes I'll fight through this pain[01:00.22]Time to face in my grave[02:00.70]Should of stayed in my lane[02:01.88]My depression contained[02:03.02]Something I can not face[02:03.98]Reaching for the hell's gates[02:06.01]Trynna fight on my own[02:07.26]Where is my soul[02:08.45]I‘m happy alone[02:09.60]But how should I know[02:11.63]What if tomorrow I hang by a rope and I'm leaving my home